The nice nothing

i fell and i had to get up
didn't know how
or if i could
but i tried

i fell and didn't even realized
the debts
the doubts
all i wanted to say
and how i missed it

i left between sorrys
with poor goodbyes
and i'd been forgetting something
something nice
and complex

i lost my soul, my blues and my folks
but i gained
again
the nice nothing